dunno whether i shld update. i decided that i would lah. because my sister dun wanna let me use msn! bahh. i wish my com had internet connection.so retarded. what's the point of having a computer when u dun even have internet connection? :X



listening to without you by clay aiken and kimberly locke.






anw..it's youth day tmr. am i supposed to be excited or wat? and i seriously think my html code for tagboard is screwed. like this person said she tagged? but i dun see it anywhere lorhx. so i think it's either she nv tagged or else my thingy is screwed. watever.



i dun care anymore. i can only open one window..since my sister is downloading 2 things and is on windows media player. sheesh. tts 3 windows! i can only open 1 window. i shall try and include a quiz or smth.



stole this from someone's blog



name = meijin
piercings = one on each ear
tattoos = nopee. it's too painful. i cannot take it.
height = short. 157. but watever. i round it up. im 1.6! :D
shoe size = 6,7 or 8. but i think it's 7 or 8. my feet grew :)
hair color = it's mutated..so i dunno. brown i think?
siblings = one sister. bahh.

LAST...

movie you rented = i think it was home alone 3..in p3 or smth. hahas.
movie you bought = err..dunno. dun really buy larrs.
song you listened to = er. im listenin to ocean avenue by yellow card now.
song that was stuck in your head = the stoopid heineken ad song.
cd you bought = arh? lemme think. i think it was err..dunno lah. but i either burn burn burn or else i download. dun buy anymore.
person you've called = my mom. had to tell her to tell daddy to come fetch me.
person that's called you = err..i dunno?
tv show you've watched = laa.i think it was some retarded show my dad was watching when i was trying to sleep in the living room just now.
person you were thinking of = heh. was thinking whether cristiano ronaldo will be nice tonite! :D

DO...

you have a crush on someone = no.
you wish you could live somewhere else = yupp. but i doubt it's possible. i wanna live in my own cottage in a nice serenic place and then the total cost of my cottage will be er.. $5 to 10 million. HA! i dun even haf 30 bucks with me now lorhx.
you think about suicide = no. i think it's stoopid to commit suicide because of anything tt happened to u. like even if it's totally sad and it breaks ur heart and ur mind and ur soul..why shld u die? not as if u wont die one day lorhx.
you believe in online dating = er. it's retarded.
others find you attractive = erm..no.
you want more piercings = hahas. yupps! but i dun wanna be like tt old woman i saw who pierced her neck. i thought she had some diesease.
you like cleaning = no. i hate cleaning
you like roller coasters = of course! but i get super freaked out while on it. hahas.
you write in cursive or print = my cursive looks pretty disgusting..so it shld be print. hahas.

FOR OR AGAINST...

long distance relationships = i dunno. for some pple it might work out..but for some it wont.
using someone = against. it's so mean.
suicide = AGAINST
killing people = ahaha. i better not say for. otherwise later pple get murdered then i become the prime suspect. hahas. of course not.
teenage smoking = against! you'll haf smelly breath.
driving drunk = against!! u'd probably kill someone. im against killing pple..so im against drink driving too.
gay/lesbian relationships = it's pretty biantai lah. but i suppose it's for..as long as they dun try it on me because i am straight!
soap operas = against!! they are all perverted. and it's so draggy. wats the point of watching something which has like 3000 eps?

HAVE YOU...

ever cried over a girl = yeah. my idiot sister lah.she made me soo pissed.
ever cried over a boy = yeah. in meteor garden. hahas.
ever lied to someone = hahas. alot? :D
ever been in a fist fight = err.in kingdergarten. the stooopid boy lah. and i kena scolded in the end.
ever been arrested = no! and i dun plan to be.

WHAT...

shampoo do you use = dove.
shoes do you wear = flipflops.
are you scared of = err.there's too many!! hahas

NUMBER...

of times I have been in love? = hahas. not yet!
of times I have had my heart broken? = dun think it has happened yet larrs.
of girls I have kissed? = eww. it sounds pervertic. my cat? :)
of boys I have kissed? = do i look like i've kissed a boy before?
of girls I've slept (in a bed) with? = AHAHA! in the biantai way..of course not. but i slept next to my mummy before when i was a little girlcoz i hada a nightmare!! hahas.
of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends = i dun believe in a true friend. friends got alot lah. but true friends i dun think i haf yet..or maybe i just dunno.
of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? = once! in the orbituary section. coz my dunno who died. at least i think my name was inside?
of scars on my body? = alot.
of things in my past that I regret? = hahas. i regret so many things. i just regretted smth. blowing bubble with chewing gum it landed all over my lips and i think i peeled it too hard when i was washing it off. my lips hurt!

DO YOU THINK YOU ARE...

shuai= ahaha. do i look shuai? hahas. of course not.
funny = hahas. im weird! but am i funny? i dunno. in the weird way of course lah. but in the funny way i dunno. im pretty lame.
hot = err. noo. im not hot as in warm and im not hot as in hot.
friendly = no. when i try to friendly, the stupit person always gives me back this freakedout look. i mean..don't i look normal?!
amusing = hahas. i amuse myself! so im amusing to myself. hahas
ugly = no one's perfect.
loveable = hahas. sometimes i guess? :)
caring = dunno lah. if my friend's sick then i suppose lah. but if it's some freakshow who's sick..ofcoursenot!
sweet = erm..am i? i dunno.
dorky = er..i dun think so.

FAVORITE:

5 letter word: hahas. i always use tt. hahas.
actor/actress: alot! but my favourite is benjamin mckenzie! :D
Candy: ooh. i love candy! :)
Cartoon: erm. mickeymouse's donald duck! hahas. but they dun show it anymore.
Cereal: the post ones! or wasit called post-its?
Colors: orange,pink,green,purple,yellow,black,red.
Day of week: friday! it's the last day of skl for the week!
Least fave day: WEDNESDAY!! ew.
Flower: orange tulip.
Jello flavor: dun really eat.
Jewelry: i suppose rings? it's the only thing i bother to rmb to put on when i go out. but tt's only sometimes. hahas. and my fingers are fatt. so yeah..
Special skills/talents: erm. being weird? it just comes naturally. hahas. :D
Summer/Winter: summer! no..winter! no..i dunno!
Trampolines or swimming pools: pool! :)

You

Nickname(s): shant bother to say. they are all super retarded lah. hahas.
Initials: mj? hahas.
How old do you look?: i noe i dun tlook my age.but tt stupit optician keeps on thinking im in primary 6. stoopid optician!! primary 6 was like 2 YEARS AGO!!
How old do you act?: shermy says i act like primaryskl kid. i don't.
Glasses/Contacts: glasses. even though i look like a freak. contacts sounds scary. imagine putting this thingy into ur eyes. yuck
Braces?: no need. i got straight teeth. *shows it off*
Do you have any pets?: my little cowiee cat!! :)
You get embarrassed: arh? i dun get embarrassed. i embarrass myself. which is even more embarrassing.
What makes you happy?: alot! almost everything. :D
What upsets you?: alot too!

>|| Finish the sentence: |

I Love to... eat, sleep, go online..eat summore.
I Miss... my prettyprettyorangestarcushion. it's in the cupboard.
I Wish... that i can get more sleep. ahh. i feel tired. i better go sleep later so tt i can wake up later!
I Hope... for alot alot of things. :D
I'm Annoyed by... all the blardy pple.stoopid
I Am... meijin lah- a human?
I Want to Be... rich!! :D:D:D
I Would Never... kill myself by slitting my wrists.
I'd Rather...err..errrr...
I Am Tired of...school? and it's only first week. bahh
I Will Always be...err.. thisi s one of those err questions again!

Have you ever..

Thought you were going to die: yeah. ialways think im gonna die.
Wanted to Run away: hahas. nahh.
Flunked a grade: nope.
Skipped a grade: noo. im pretty stupid lorhx. how to skip a grade?



hahas.